829 Service

SO I don't feel like finding song lyrics right now but if I did they'd probably be G-Dragon: Heartbreaker... I don't care that he is getting critisized for plagerizing Flo Rida..... Flo Rida is a chump and G-Dragons song was cooler anyways so I don't even care...

Anyways... Im sitting in Pilot Station for an In-Service--- Appearantly all the cool people are chilling over in Hooperbay for that In-Service, but what can I do right?...

Before I left I got ahold of one of my favorite rappers Akream (@akream on Twitter) and Got a shirt and a hardcopy of his album "Digital Penetration" ... It's awesome and spent the entire plane ride in listening to it mixed with his other album "Way too Cold" which I actually like slightly more-- .... Totally pick em up on Itunes, he's a great up-in-coming Hip Hop Artist and I think he's going places!! Srsly.... I hope to go to a show of his REALLY soon-- he says he has some stuff in the works for more music... but he does have a family to take care of so i'd totally understand if he were to have to take a break for abit...

Other Music stuff:...

I got back on a Korean Kick for some reason... Probably thanks to G-Dragon.... I figured out my favorite Girls Generation Member is sooyoung.... She's so adorable... Its not even funny... I'll link pix up LATER.... The internet here sucks ass.....


Anyone else notice alot of random BS and Drama on facebook lately? ... It is like a huge laugh fest for me.... or as my friend John put it "A ROFLRIOT" ... People freaking out over nothing is always grounds to laugh at them on....

I have also just come to the realization I have nothing really great to say-- I need to fix up my blog like franky fixed her Tumblr.... maybe I just need to make a tumblr account.... that'd probably make it 100X easier...

Also Check my QIK account (www.qik.com/r2thekore) ... I uploaded a few retarded videos today of pilot station. I'll also hot link them in here when i'm not restricted from internet...

Can't believe its already snowing!! ... God.... I need winter clothes....

FUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OH yeah... ODST came out---

HAVENT PLAYED IT

BEEN TOO DAMN BUSY

WILL LET YOU KNOW ABOUT IT LATER...

So yeah--

I'm a shitty person sometimes... but I don't believe I deserve the way i'm treated. I have just succumbed to the darker side of one of my larger moral battles that i've fought myself over for awhile. I don't know how I really feel in the end, but I think my decision to cut you off was a good one. I can't help someone who wont even help themself- I still do have some sort of weird feelings for you that I can't explain- but you always find a way to piss me off everytime we talk. While with you I have never been so mad... ever in my life... you know... I almost broke my hand on several occasions where we were fighting about NOTHING... you just have the ability to make me feel more anger than anyone i've ever met.How on earth can I be happy... I have no idea what it is about you that even keeps any sort of likable feelings I have for you...
---
It's so pathetic
I hate you so much but I still miss you
Karma is hard to change
When everything you do and say is awful
Remorse is hard to fake
When you only feel sorry for yourself
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I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, and i've helped you and helped... and even tried to be your friend even after realizing that we aren't good together- You just don't even care... you and everyone wanted a reason to call me a jerk... well here it is- hope you're happy. It's clichéd, but Karma is a bitch, and I believe you should get what you deserve... and you don't deserve anything from me-- you take money from me without any intent to pay me back.... you take money to buy shit for me? and not even tell me what it is... and I have yet to see anything from that...

I am done-

I can't express my feelings in any other way... I know someone else will help you-

You have your parents, your new boyfriend, and all of the people you live with... you'll make it without me--

Empty promises from you add up to be so many- i'm sure you'll be able to find it in your heart to take ONE empty promise from me....

I am happier now... I haven't been angry at all since I left-- I hope everyone in your life makes you happy... Remember to always keep people that are good to you and make you happy around you at all times... Lifes too short to waste your life on a dead end-

Call it Karma - Silverstein--

blame it on the weather, but i'm a mess
and this february darkness has me hating everyone
and i know i need your comfort, but this drama makes me sick
and the longer i lay here, i know it's harder to get up
without you

lose another day here
lose another year here
i'm with you

finally, something out there, that's making sense
and it's just another trend carefully hidden in your dress
and this cycles never ending, and this fashions overdone
and the further that i run away, the further i'll come back
to shelter...

you are the fire, on my apartment floor
sixteen stories, i'd rather burn then fall
and it isn't fate, that took us all by storm
it's just the turn of a card

goodbye old friend
goodbye goodnight
i'll move on
you'll call it fate, i'll call it karma
we had our time, it was fun
while it lasted

i'll look back, with honor
and no regrets
i won't be mad, won't feel bad
these memories will never leave me
don't be sad
cause life goes on, life goes on
it's getting too late
tomorrow is here
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So the past few weekends have been pretty amazing to say the least--

I got to have a huge rockin party at my house where Newman-san (One of my friends that works for my favorite sushi resturant) came over and totally took my kitchen to make food! ... I think I had like 6 sushi rolls and way too much tequilaaaa.... and Mountain Morgan... What a fun night though! ... my facebook has pictures of the sushi animals he made-- they are pretty cool--

I also got to go to the Silverstein concert which was pretty cool... I haven't typically liked that genre since the middle of ninth grade when screamo was "Cool" ---

Some of their songs make me cringe because they're so terrible ... like "My heart bleeds no more" ..... If I hit random on my playlist and it shows up ONE more time ima an hero-

But They played all of the songs I actually like-- American Dream, Call it Karma, I am the Arsonist, Your Sword VS My dagger, and Broken Stars... I didn't like how they called Born Dead a punk rock song... because in reality it is no more punk rock than the rest of their songs. They even played a cover of "Apologise" which was honestly better than the real one (Youtube it! It's good)--- I did like to see them genuinely like Alaska. They even decided to play an extra show down at Chilkoots the Sunday after. I also thought it was pretty funny how they begged everyone to pretend that they were 36 Crazyfists for just 5 minutes and make a circlepit... that was ammusing. ALSO my favorite thing about these concerts are the kids doing hardcore dancing! You've never been to a show unless you've seen a 200+ pound kid trying to hardcore dance--- He was only going for the first 2 songs though... I think he got tired or had a heart attack and died in the bathroom or something... who knows

SO ... its a MONTH past since I last posted.... I have some drafts sitting in here from Comic Con-- (may or may not ever finish them) .... Check my facebook for pics (facebook.com/r2thekore) otherwise... I can just tell you it was the most amazing time ever-- and you just need to experience it for yourself!

Drinking Vodka from a waterbottle handed to you by a man in a banana suit whilst partying with Peter Parker and Harry Potter is something everyone should have the privledge of doing!

Thats all I have to say on the subject!

SO since Comic con... alot of -CHANGES- happened... for starters i'm currently single (for how long? DUN DUN DUNN) .... who knows-- I always seem to jump into another relationship after one ends... IDK why-- I guess it is just weird for me to not naturally want to call a female and talk about cool stuff-- annnnd that usually leads into dating them. I honestly SHOULD stay single for awhile though.... Seriously-- gah...

I can do shit for myself as of now which I haven't been able to experience in the past 6 years -_- whiccch is a long time considering i've only lived for 20 ... nothing against any of my past girlfriends--- I loved them and to an extent I still do <3>>>> anyone who knows me ... knows I have to have the newest coolest games etc... and then never play them... because i'm too busy working or doing other things-

Lets see-- What else do I have to say--
OH yes-- Recently saw the film 10 inch Hero



Theres Priestly... favorite character in the movie lol.... I believe this was meant to be a total chickflick... but for some reason I felt a certain connection to ALL of the characters, and found this movie to be really enjoyable.... i'd give it 9/10 ... weird right? when did I start reviewing movies WTF?! ... but yeah... Definately one I would recommend if you're wanting a romance story-- I also like the witty dialog and how everything winds up in the end... (everyone on this planet knows I lean towards tragic endings) Happy endingu--

I still have the new G.I.Joe movie to watch here soon maybe today or tomorrow... and i'm making it a point to go see District 9, and Inglorious Bastards on the big screen-- As I am a huge QT fan, and District 9 which i've been dying to see since I first saw a preview has been doing EXTREMELY well--

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I also just applied for a beta key in Champions Online-- (Doubt i'll get one seeing as it already started but WHATEVER) ... it looks alright... i'm waiting for the Xbox 360 port of the game to come out-- the PC version releases the first of september-... I'm hesitant to play another MMO -- But I might as well if its for console too! that'd be fun I think... *wishes for ragnarok 2 to someday release*


Character Creation Vid--- LOOKS SWEET--

*shoots self in head for thinking about playing a MMO*

FREAXXX -Brokencyde

I walk into the club looking kind of sexy now.
I see these shorties in the corner, they started making out.
They pull their panties down, they take their pants off.
Then they started getting freaky on the dance floor.
Shake it mommy give it to me like you need some love.
I got some bottles in the caddy that we can open up.
Let's get drunk tonight, baby we don't have to fuck.
And bring your friend along, maybe we can have some fun.

Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now. [x4]

I got these bitches all tipsy trying to sex me.
I know they want it, alcoholics are some sex freaks.
This ex and chronic gots me wanting to get messy.
So let's get messy girls, come on let's go get messy girls.

Come on bitch, you know you want this.
That hardcore shit will make you feel the toxic.
Fursachi, Rolex watches.
Bently coups with the 20's droppin.
Convertible top, and the wheels spin.
I can taste that ice when my grill is in.
If you want me baby feel me in.
'cause I don't waste my time with lesbians.

Let's get freaky now, let's get fucking freaky now. [x4]

Liar! [x8]

Oh baby why did you have to lie to me.
I can't play no more games.
These thoughts are slowly controlling me.
You're turning off the flame.
So go baby go baby.
You don't want me.
So go baby go baby.
Come and get me.
So go baby go baby.
You don't want me.
So go baby go!
Come and get me.

Let's get freaky now, let's get fuckïng freaky now. [x4]
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Yeah kill me for liking brokencyde-- FUCK ALLYUH ..

I love the Mac Lethal remix of get crunk... it's totally awesome. I have no idea what has come over me, but i've been listening to alot of rap music. I think you can probably attribute alot of it to Dumbfoundead and the project blowed artists. They're all totally cool and I read somewhere dumbfoundead is working with BUSDRIVER!!... one of my favorite artists!! on a song/album?? i'd love to hear it... i'd pay several hundred dollars to hear it-- Besides the project blowed dudes I've also been listening to alot of Wu Tang Clan, Eminem, Jedi Mind Tricks, and of course nerd rappers MC Chris, YTCracker, MCFrontalot and MC Lars... (Also waiting on that kflay/mclars album) .... but yeah.

Got to hang out with Franky on Saturday!! FUNNNNNNN!! ... Soul Calibur 4, Halo'z and RE5nesssss... Sophia was over till around midnight, it was pretty fun .. besides the fact that she was drunk with my room mate... I was trying to shoot them with an airsoft pistol... LOL Good times!! Watched Japanese Dorama's ... Watched first episode of MY BOSS MY HERO!! (one of my favorites) and absolute boyfriend!! haha... someday i'll watch that -

Comic con-- 3am plane leaving for SAN DIEGO CALIFORNIA-- i'll be tweeting @r2thekore
i'll be posting qik videos of hot bitches in cosplay, as well as random shenanigans! (Got any wacky ideas send me a message!!) TXT ME @ (907)841-5724 I also might be posting on http://www.aknerdworks.com/forums/index.php Because my friends there have asked me to---

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*UPDATE------
Here's the post I posted on AKNERDWORKS!!


SO ... some of you well know, I am addicted to comic con--

What is Comic Con?

It is the largest comic book convention in the world... it not only has more comics than anyone can imagine, it has Anime, Video Games, and Movies as well. Many directors and famous people chill out there, announce movies they're making, casting decisions, and sometimes exclusive trailers to stuff they've already made. All of the web comic dudes, internet stars, video game developers, voice actors... you name it ... BAM!! there!! Square Enix booth? yep... from Dr. Horrible to Dr. Who .... there is -SOMETHING- everyone likes there...swear to god.

What am I excited about?
-MEGA 64!! (if you don't know who these guys are go check em out!! http://www.mega64.com)
-Aquabats Documentary
-MYTHBUSTERS!!! (Missed em last year, but NOT THIS TIME)
-MC Chris (gonna go to his concert downtown... PIMP!!)
-Preview Night---- Going to see latest newest movies
-Exhibit hall venders- I am buying lots and lots of shit...
-Zombie Walk? (might or might not do this)
-Suicide Girls (LOL Bitches be hot)
-Mighty Boosh Party (NOEL FIELDINGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!)
-Burn Notice/Psyche Panels (cool shows... it'll be cool to meet the cast)
-Attack of the Show (I want to attack Olivia Munn's showwwwwwww)
-VIDEO GAMES ... GAMES ... GAMES!!!!
-Cosplayers? yeeeeuh..
-Probably ALOT more shit that I don't even know about yet!!! ...

Exclusives I plan to pick up
-BioShock Artwork by Jhonen Vasquez (SO ... the invader zim artist drew some bioshock fanart... only 500 available... NEED ONE!!)
-Ninja Egg, Vampire Toast's Sidekick (Last year they sold a vampire toast plushie... I need this to go with him)
-Metal Sonic Vinyl Figure
-Mighty Muggs Optimus Prime.
-Miku Hatsune Black Rock Shooter PVC (WELL not an exclusive but I KNOW ittl be there and I NEED it...)

Live Status Reports

I'll try to post here, my Twitter (@r2thekore), and i'll be streaming qik videos the whole time (qik.com/r2thekore) and my blog which has stupid ramblings and stuff on it will be updated as well (blogspot.com/r2thekore) ANON COMMENTS ARE TURNED ON!!! DO YOUR WORST lol. if there's anything I should do that you can think of... i'll be awake for a week straight pretty much!! Call or txt me @ (907) 841-5724 or leave a comment on the blog twit me or whatever!! ... First thing-- I think i'll be doing ridiculous interviews with random people.... trying to stick notes on the back of cosplayers backs without them knowing... you know ... THINGS of that nature!! ...

Closing:

Can't wait... Totally stoaked --

I'm getting on the plane tonight at 3am totally smashed... (I have a half bottle of Jagermeister left... YEEEEUhhh... ) long plane rides FTW---

Hope to hear from some of you! -- if you want me to bring something in particular back i'll see what I can do--- I made promises last year that were unrealistic and I couldn't fufil them and i'm sorry! (see contact info above)

Totally going next year as well. My group is ever growing, it has grown from 2 people that it was last year... to 4!! I might do cosplay next time? This time i'm just bringing my aquabats gear, and gangsta clothes so I can be awesome lol.

Entire trip was around 500 for round trip, 60 for Comic con tickets, and 290 for hotel stay + whatever you want to buy/eat/whatever... (I think it's fairly cheap for such a good time!!)

So ... in conclusion the concluding concludents are conclusivly conclusive to the concluding evidence--

Thank you... and good.. day/night/day/night/day
~Robert

SO gazette's new album [DIM] Comes out tomorrow--

I got my hands on it yesterday.... so ... so SO amazing. Everyone is giving it pretty decent reviews EXCEPT for the song "In the Middle of Chaos" ... which I personally don't have a problem with- I really honestly do like all of the songs... I will be putting this one on repeat for awhile... In my opinion this kicks the hell out of Nil and Stacked Rubbish -- My favorite album Madara still beats this release but I think it's up there with Disorder.

I also grabbed "Best of Kagerou" from http://japanvisualkei.blogspot.com/ ... oh how I miss my Kagerou.... I was listening to Last.fm radio and all of a sudden out of nowhere XII Dizzy starts blasting.... I got so nostalgic that I freaked out and started searching for my Kagerou albums.... aaaaand couldn't find them... LUCKY FOR ME ... the internets have them ready to download straight to my Iphone-


There are alot of up-and-coming Visual bands that seem pretty decent-- and I would like give em a shot sometime, but I just haven't had the time to sit down and download them to give em a listen-- Needs to stop working so much--

My work has me out doing Site Visits to all of the wonderful Alaska Villages-

Saturday/Sunday I was out in Hooperbay which has a really REALLY nice school-- I got to setup the Camera screen and do some other stuff-- Sunday/Monday/This morning I'm out in Kotlik doing another site visit... which is surprisingly painless... all the people here are really REALLY nice and their school is clean, and the internet works... so .. Kotlik is definately one of my more favorite places to stay.... Emo though... I think the kids there are going to do something terrible to me... sweaaaaar!

So yeah... I just realized next week i'm going off to comic con-
I'm seriously bumming out I just got news that pretty much EVERYTHING I want to do at comic con is 21+ .... and i'm one year short-- FUCK'N-A .... Mighty Boosh is 21+, MC LARS is 21+ ... asjflkasdjfalsdk Tim and Eric is 21+ .... FML....

ahh well theres still mythbusters ... I was so excited to meet the boosh cast-- NOEL FIELDING!!!!

Godddd I wanted to meet him sobad! ... I just got done watching season 2 of "The IT Crowd" again...

The Episode where the Boss dies is still my favorite ... Richmond is the most badass character-

--/\/\--- So boreeed-- oh yeah...

SHH DON'T TELL ANYONE....

BUT I BOUGHT SOME NEW HEADPHONES..... the Dr. Dre "beats"

They sound so fucking amazing I was mezmorized


The reason I want to keep it a secret...

...



...

Look up the pricetag ...

I am ridiculous and should be shot for buying these--

THE FINALLLL COUNT DOWNNNNNN---

I dunno the lyrics nor do I want to look them up---

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Anyways- Looks like it's that time AGAIN ... Goin to sdcc--

There are a few Items that I want to get--


Metal Sonic! OPTIMUS! and Ninja egg... to go with vampire toast!...

Haven't wrote anything on this in abit-- So I figure i'd give it another go--

A few days ago it was my birthday.... the big 20--- NOTHING HAPPENS at 20.... so that was pretty uneventful. I purchased my new car... It is an 06 Subaru Impreza

Nice right!? ... I also have a DVD Screen that works with the Iphone for it... Although I didn't get it working.... I actually had to go out to Emmonik Alaska... to install cameras... which is where i'm sitting while typing.

I'm actally in a sleeping bag in an empty classroom-

Appearantly this school is haunted... I haven't seen or heard anything weird as of yet... and it's almost dark! ... 1:29 am

My co-worker had a mysterious radio turn on in a library, as well as the temperature dropping almost instantly and he could see his breath...

The hallway that i'm sitting in is supposedly the most haunted place... I've walked down it a few times and have had no sign of anything weird yet... but everything is well lit.

I brought along my EMF Reader, and my IR thermometer and my digital voice recorder just in case haha..... I think it might be awkward to go ghost hunting while on the job though.... My Boss will hear me talking to nobody (it is just me and him here) and wonder what the heck i'm doing.

ahh well though... such is life... My new Job is going well however it looks like i'm going to be out here in the middle of nowhere until the 21st...

I did get Red Faction for the 360 on my birthday... haven't played too much but it is pretty fun!

My trips have been captured on qik.... you can see my vids @ www.qik.com/r2thekore

It's lovely... maybe i'll do a ghost hunting one soon, but like I said.... I sort of have to be quiet....

Anyways.... i'm off hopefully someday i'll be more interesting...

*Woosh*

Labels: Birthday, emo, ghost hunting, red faction

Green Day: See The Light--

Well I crossed the river
Fell into the sea
Where the non-believers
Go beyond belief

Then I scratched the surface
In the mouth of hell
Running out of service
In the blood I fell

Well I, I just want to see the light
And I, I don't want to lose my sight
Well I, I just want to see the light
And I need to know what's worth the fight

I've been wasted
Pills and alcohol
And I've been chasing
Down the pool halls

Then I drank the water
From a hurricane
And I set a fire
Just to see the flame

Well I, I just want to see the light
And I, I don't want to lose my sight
Well I, I just want to see the light
And I need to know what's worth the fight

Well I crossed the desert
Reaching higher ground
Then I pound the pavement
To take the liars down

But it's gone forever
But never too late
Where the ever after
Is in the hands of fate

Well I, I just want to see the light
And I, I don't want to lose my sight
Well I, I just want to see the light
And I need to know what's worth the fight
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Ahh yess--- 21st Century breakdown!! ... I am still waiting for my Vinyl's which should be here sometime Mid-June--

Alot of songs are very cool--

Christians Inferno reminds me of a the Network song for some reason--(WHICH is rumored to have a new album coming!!)
and Peace Maker makes me think of Misery from warning for some reason--.... My friend John thinks the song sounds Jewish, people on the internet say it sounds Arabian... ... AM I THE ONLY ONE THAT THINKS IT SOUNDS SPANISH..... AYEAYEAYEAYE AYE..... and how he rolls his R in the lyric "Serenade" ... AND JUST THE OVER ALL SOUND.... I don't know maybe it is jewish sounding.... I don't listen to jew music so I don't know---

Just in--- Leaving MTA Last day working there is going to be May 29thhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... It is very fun and glorious! Intergrated Logic calls for meeeeee-

Just got a new iPhone... It is the 16gb 3g....perty cool!

Eve 6- Inside out
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I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside,
swallow my doubt
turn it inside out
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Want to put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, then I'm through with you

I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet,
chalk white and oh so frail.
I see our time has gotten stale.
The tick tock of the clock is painful,
all sane and logical.
I want to tear it off the wall.
I hear words in clips and phrases,
I think sick like ginger ale,
My stomach turns and I exhale.

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt,
turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Want to put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, then I'm through with you.

SoCal is where my mind states,
but it's not my state of mind.
I'm not as ugly, sad as you.
Or am I origami?
Fold it up and just pretend,
demented as the motives in your head.
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This Saturday is May's Full moon, and unfortunately I will miss my full moon ceremony this month as well.... I'll have to wait until June 7th until my ceremony- I wish I could just get it over with ... but what can you do----

It is Tuesday... I am supposedly leaving tomorrow on a plane to a remote location in alaska.... It is still yet to be heard... he said i'm going to Mountain Village, but I don't even know at this point... no flight itinerary... or what to bring or pack.... or for how long i'm going to be gone for...

It seems sort of odd to me to do something like this, but this is what I want...- " Some of us wouldn't be lying if we said were trying too hard, but it all works out in the end."

In other news... Craigslist.com has been really good to me. Today-- Picking up a full size piano. needs.... "Restoration" .. well.... we will... restore... it ... with shotguns napalm and a cliff jump into a rocky beach-- I will definitely be filming this grand event and perhaps it might be my first video clip on here... ever- SO... MUCH ... FIREEEEE

I also recently have a new addiction- Pizza with Garlic Butter Sauce--- ... Specifically from Pizza Alaska Style on Bogard in Wasilla.... It's pretty delicious and I waste my moneys on it... alot.... like... last night...

Weird. so I just added Ad-Sense on the blog... it's not too intrusive. I need to get a new blog skin as this one has nice colors.... it looks like ASSSSSSSSS... so yeah. I really have no idea why I added the Ad-Sense thing... Just sort of bored and I wanted to click ... it... I mean... "Monetize"

that just sounds cool.

Oh yeah ... when MT. Redoubt was exploding I made a movie poster for it.... for the live Action movie...



My photoshop skills .... well... my ... MS...paint... skills.... are amazing...

Labels: Ad-Sense, Destruction, Fire, MS Paint, MT. Redoubt, Photoshop, Piano, Pizza

The Frustrators-Hide and Seek
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Empty desk it's almost ten sneaking in late again
out to lunch punching out
I don't wanna be the one stuck here working for
call in sick sick of work sneaking in late again
don't wanna be employee
you're the one who's paying me to run away from

you're not working me down I'm not working for you
I'm just running around
playing hide and seek five days a week with you

half awake coffee break sneaking in late again
who's the boss at a loss
thinking all the places I could be instead of
never leave soon enough think I'll quit call my bluff
need this job I don't care
I don't wanna be here when I'm 65 years
running out out of time can't get out twenty-five
giving in given up
I'll just be another one who's stuck here working for.
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Seriously starting to vigorously study for CCNA- I am currently packing for a 5 day trip out to Mountain Village to Beta-Test a new job that I perhaps may get...

It's scary, fun, exciting and new... and I have SO much to learn... this opportunity is EXACTLY what I was looking for... EXACTLY what i've been waiting for- I hope I don't mess it up... I know I should have studied harder and picked up more job skills. HOWEVER now is the time to prove myself- and i'll do my best-

Got to hang out on Saturday/Sunday with my friend Franky! she's totally amazing and I hope she had fun watching Wolverine and hanging out with me and Danni <3 ... It was a million degrees Sunday and I wish I could have gone skateboarding-

And my Hyper Green lenses came in.... unfortunately they're clones of the Oakley emerald lenses... which isn't a terrible thing... but to me they look more blue than green.... but thats ok.
I think i'm going to actually sell off my blue lenses and buy some ruby lenses so I can be like Cyclops because he's a total badass...

I recently got an album by the band "The Frustrators" and it is Mike Dirnt's band (Bassist for Greenday) it isn't too bad.... the first track makes me laugh because it's how I feel about MTA... and what pretty much happens every morning-

It's been ridiculously sunny lately ... so much so that my head is going to explode--

Krauser and DMC Figurines came in! --AND I have to return my library books or pay a 200$ Fine... FUHHHHHHHHH!

and its almost my mothers birthday... and mothersday.... FUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Labels: Birthday, ccna, Detroit Metal City, Greenday, Krauser, The Frustrators, Trip, Wolverine

Detroit Metal City anyone?

... Yessssss I should be getting my DMC figurines in soon... srsly amazing--I got all 3 off of ebay-- ... no idea as to why... I should be saving for Comic-Con as I will probably spend a couple thousand while i'm there.... ahh yess and my buddy shane has his Niche blog that started out yesterday-

Understanding the Niche

it seems to be a very lovely blog besides the fact that it isn't on BLOGGER-- so I can't use this login or anything to link to him.... what a bastard-

Anyways.... 30 minutes as of now till the next post-

Hopefully videos might get posted? not sure---

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I've also gotten into the show "The IT Crowd" ... an amazing british show about the IT department of a business ... they happen to be nerds, and... socially inept... I won't ruin anything for anyone wanting to see it.. but I highly recommend it.

Also got my Oakleys in.... I actually bought 2 pairs:

Model	Eye Jacket 3.0
Frame	Crystal Black
Lens	Fire Iridium

Mmmm... yes I like them quite abit... actually the story as to why I bought them is... I decided i'm never going to be able to afford the Juliets i've always wanted... so i'll settle for a lesser pair seeing as I'm not spending more than 100$ on glasses..... so I ordered these.... Not even an hour after paying for them through Paypal ... I am searching on craigslist... and someone was selling some juliets IN PALMER.... for 150$ .... so I gave the person a call and offered 100 and they took it! ...

So now I have:

Model	Juliet
Frame	Plasma
Lens	Ice Iridium

..... yeah... spent way too much but whatever... Need something for california right? ...
EHH... who knows... I am definately happy with the glasses though... I also purchased some Hyper Green lenses from ebay for the Juliets as well! ... Can't wait until they come in! I check my mail DAILY... and it seems something is always coming to my house.

In other news.... The Aquabats were dropped from Nitro records... and their new album may not ever come out!! .... so I'm going to buy a few aquabats shirts to help em out in times of need. Never have I wanted to help a band so much.... I honestly think they deserve my money.... They love their fans, their music, and they are just all so amazingly awesome people... they have fun all the time and I wish I was half as rad as they....

KUUUUUUUURAUSAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

Labels: California, Comic Con, Detroit Metal City, juliets., Krauser, Niche, Oakleys, Shane, The Aquabats, The IT Crowd

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Labels: Dawn of War II, Demigod, DoTA, Foxboro Hottubs, Greenday, Harddrive, MSSCA, Pinhead Gunpowder, The Network, Western Digital

DoTA- Basshunter----
Thats the only thing
you do all day long
you sit on that ? and play DoTa

Were sitting here in Ventrillo
playing some Dota

Were sittign here in Ventrillo
Playing some Dota

We push on and we're owning
with the opponets we're toying

Were sitting here in Ventrillo
playing some dota

Running around creeping
the opponets we're sleeping

Were sitting here in Ventrillo
playing some dota

We push on and we're owning
with the opponets we're toying

were sitting here in Ventrillo
playing some dota

running around creeping
the opponets we're sleeping

were sitting here in Ventrillo
playing some dota

we push onand were owning
with the opponets we're toying
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So i've decided to make a post after a few months... of ... not making posts... It's led me to question why I post---

I've been thinking alot as of late. About living, loving, and knowing... I know I write here for myself... even though other people have access to it. I like to go back and read what I was thinking on certain dates and remember what it was like to be alive then... I also don't mind seeing if anyone feels like posting comments and such...I also have anonymous comments turned on which I find interesting.I see the past comments on here, know who wrote them, and choose not to delete them. I seriously hope the writer of them will come back here sometime ... read them... and realize how stupid they are.

Are you as far as you hoped?
as you run past open doors did find the one you wanted?

I want to find my inner peace. I want to find me... I want to finally break the monotony.
I like writing about the things that make me happy... Writing to yourself is retarded, but sometimes it makes me feel better.
I have alot of friends who know that I remember ALOT of things... some memories meaningless to others... there is nothing that hurts more than recalling a time or a moment that makes me smile for a second... brings me to tears, knowing you have erased it from your mind... or just... simply....forgotten. It happens with everyone I know... everyones done it to me and I guess thats okay.

I write this because sometimes I forget- especially as of late... I don't know whats wrong with me but I think i'm going blind and falling behind...

I have more unfinished projects than any normal person should ever have... If I were to die, I don't want my life to reflect my started projects- when i'm awake my temples throb and my eyes slowly try shutting themselves when i'm not paying attention. Something in between my left and right cheekbone causes pressure and makes me feel like yawning... constantly. It is very difficult to be in the constant state of yawn.... Today is my monday of a 11 day straight work week without a break and it is only an hour and a half into it... I've already vomitted into the toilet... and am freaking out over stupid nothings of my extremely boring job. Am I a lunatic? I think I am really good at contaning my inner psychopath.... but I also know my logic is abit skewed.

I am withering and withering... My health isn't as good as it should be... probably due to excessive smoking and drinking on my off time-- On the outside things are just fine... inside there is a black hole that consumes everything... fun things that happen should feel better.

I want so many things... and I have so many things-- no matter what ... no matter where I look... I always end in frustration and disappointment...

I haven't broke down in 6 months almost-- I think i'm doing okay... but I might break soon again... I didn't even know that I would ever break or that it was possible... but I found out that I in fact... do have a limit that can be reached... I want to believe I have an endless black hole that I can throw things into when I dont want to hear/see/feel them any longer... but in reality I dont... it fills and spills out everywhere and I have a nucleaur explosion. I-Hate-myself...

I make empty promises-
I lie and make those promises and get mad when someone breaks theirs and lies about it.
--

what is my problem anyways...

Why does anyone even like me anyways=-

it makes no sense...
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other thoughts:
++I got Demigod... I want to play it alot right now....
appearantly it plays alot like DoTA on WcIII.
++I am an ordained minister now through the universal life church ordinance
Appearantly I can bless,marry and do excorcisms... as well as a bunch of other cool stuff
++My Hookah plus Starbuzz Blue Mist is amazing... come over and smoke it sometime with me

Labels: Demigod, DoTA, Hookah, ordained minister, rant, retarded, ridiculous, Romman, Starbuzz

Devil Kitty--Hello Katty

Itaikute

Hora, Hora, Hora, Hora
souzou odori kimi wa
soko, soko, soko, soko
ni nani kaiteru no?
ara, ara, ara, ara
matamata mousoushite
[GERA GERA GERA GERA]
atama kuruchatta no?
[DAME DAME DAME DAME]
sonna koto bakkari shitetara itsumade tatte mo kareji nante dekiru yashinai
uza, uza, uza, uza
gararete owari no jinsei kimi datte okuri takunai desho??

Itaikute ughhhh

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So I started this EONS ago. never finished this--

LOTS has happened since...

Let me outline some of the events that has happened-

--Obtained 3 Blade Servers, and a server rack (Will write abit more about them when I crack them open and work
--Obtained Street Fighter 4
--Started Paranormal Investigation, and Urban Exporation
--Went to Senshicon and it was -FUN-

First off The servers... I need to crack them open and see whats inside---

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EDIT: old post I never hit submit to-

Labels: Devil Kitty, senshicon, Servers, Street Fighter 4

Buried Alive
Artist:Creature Feature

I Forever Dream Within A Dream
Of A Certain City In The Sea
As I Walk The Valley Of Unrest
Behind This Mask Of Crimson Death

I Long For A Loss Of Breath
And A Most Dire Predicament
Murders In The Rue Morgue
Silence And Shadow's What I Adore

I Cant Explain Just How It Feels
The Thought Of My Premature Burial
Inside This Oblong Box I Lie
With The Hopes I'll Be Buried Alive

The Oval Portrait Upon The Wall
Will Someday Cause This House To Fall
The Power Of Words Left Unsaid
As I Join The Spirits Of The Dead

I Can't Explain Just How It Feels
The Thought Of My Premature Burial
Inside This Oblong Box I Lie
With The Hopes I'll Be Buried Alive

Well, I'm The Man Who's Used Up
Washed Up
Bricked Up

Descent Into Maelstrom
Bedlam
Redrum

Bet The Devil My Head
Misled
Bloodshed

Heart Under The Floorboards
Beats For
Lenore
Nevermore

I Cant Explain Just How It Feels
The Thought Of My Premature Burial
Inside This Oblong Box I Lie
With The Hopes I'll Be Buried Alive
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Yeah... I Love my Creature Feature.... Hopefully I can find them... and I hope to god they are playing around the time of Comic-Con.... I'm just trying to think............ I don't really have too much to say today. I've spent most of my time doing my MCSE Homework.... FINALLY in the last class... All I need for my Associates Degree is a Public Speaking class and my Math which I need to get on!! ... CLEP--------Ugh...

I've been watching videos from the game "THE MOVIES" which you can make your own movie... I found a program called iclone which seems to be pretty cool... i'd like to try making a music video or something... sounds fun right? anyways i'm getting that now.

Got really into the anime Kuroshitsuji(Black Butler) ... it's pretty cool new FAVORITE CHARA...

Grell Sutcliff ... why?


Nuff said....

I got work to do... --woosh

Labels: Anime, CLEP, Creature Feature, Grell Sutcliff, Kuroshitsuji, MCSE, The Movies

So yeah... my last blog.... HUGE font.... what the fuck... Anyways... I haven't been writing much nowadays... Work has picked up abit since newyears and I haven't had much time...

I picked up some Flowpoi Duo's from www.flowtoys.com as well as a flowstaff for my friend Josh. It's pretty badass actually. We played Lord of the Rings Conquest for abit and then went out for Arbys and went out to get some apples at Fred Meyers... it was pretty cool.

So I started Sewing... I made some red Fleece pants, and it's pretty fun stuff actually. I hope to start making costumes for cosplay. I finally think I have the sewing machine down even though it is an older model, it is still EXTREMELY fun to use and it consumes alot of my time nowadays.
I also started making a plushie.... I haven't looked up exactly how to make them yet..... so I just decided that I am going to draw a circle for a head..... and start sewing it together and stuffing it.

I have the head done and am working on the hair which is a MAJOR pain, but hopefully I won't get frustrated and trash it. I decided to make one of my characters that I always draw... I didn't realize he was really a "Character" until recently... I don't believe that he really has a name, but Honestly ... everytime I pick up a pen and draw, he is drawn, so yeah... I will name him when the plush is finished.

I also FINALLY got my certs in! FINALLY! so maybe I can get all of my BACKPAY, as well as my reemburstment check for my A+ .... I am very poor right now and would like to have some extra $$.....Once I get this sorted out I can schedule my CCNA .... gawd...

I also found out that there are 3 new kingdom hearts games coming out.... maybe I will do some KH Cosplay seeing as -EVERYONE ELSE DOES-..... JESUS MOSES ... what am I saying.... whats next... me doing Naruto cosplay?!!?! FAAAAAAACK... ..... ....

ANYWAYS >_<>

No songs to describe today... just incoherent humming to a Dio tune.... -B-o-r-E__D

Labels: A+, Arbys, ccna, DIO, DIY, drawing, flowpoi, Lord of the Rings Conquest, Sewing