Eve 6- Inside out
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I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside,
swallow my doubt
turn it inside out
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Want to put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, then I'm through with you
I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet,
chalk white and oh so frail.
I see our time has gotten stale.
The tick tock of the clock is painful,
all sane and logical.
I want to tear it off the wall.
I hear words in clips and phrases,
I think sick like ginger ale,
My stomach turns and I exhale.
I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt,
turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Want to put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, then I'm through with you.
SoCal is where my mind states,
but it's not my state of mind.
I'm not as ugly, sad as you.
Or am I origami?
Fold it up and just pretend,
demented as the motives in your head.
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This Saturday is May's Full moon, and unfortunately I will miss my full moon ceremony this month as well.... I'll have to wait until June 7th until my ceremony- I wish I could just get it over with ... but what can you do----
It is Tuesday... I am supposedly leaving tomorrow on a plane to a remote location in alaska.... It is still yet to be heard... he said i'm going to Mountain Village, but I don't even know at this point... no flight itinerary... or what to bring or pack.... or for how long i'm going to be gone for...
It seems sort of odd to me to do something like this, but this is what I want...- " Some of us wouldn't be lying if we said were trying too hard, but it all works out in the end."
In other news... Craigslist.com has been really good to me. Today-- Picking up a full size piano. needs.... "Restoration" .. well.... we will... restore... it ... with shotguns napalm and a cliff jump into a rocky beach-- I will definitely be filming this grand event and perhaps it might be my first video clip on here... ever- SO... MUCH ... FIREEEEE
I also recently have a new addiction- Pizza with Garlic Butter Sauce--- ... Specifically from Pizza Alaska Style on Bogard in Wasilla.... It's pretty delicious and I waste my moneys on it... alot.... like... last night...
Weird. so I just added Ad-Sense on the blog... it's not too intrusive. I need to get a new blog skin as this one has nice colors.... it looks like ASSSSSSSSS... so yeah. I really have no idea why I added the Ad-Sense thing... Just sort of bored and I wanted to click ... it... I mean... "Monetize"
that just sounds cool.
Oh yeah ... when MT. Redoubt was exploding I made a movie poster for it.... for the live Action movie...
My photoshop skills .... well... my ... MS...paint... skills.... are amazing...
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
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