0 comments Friday, May 15, 2009

Green Day: See The Light--

Well I crossed the river
Fell into the sea
Where the non-believers
Go beyond belief

Then I scratched the surface
In the mouth of hell
Running out of service
In the blood I fell

Well I, I just want to see the light
And I, I don't want to lose my sight
Well I, I just want to see the light
And I need to know what's worth the fight

I've been wasted
Pills and alcohol
And I've been chasing
Down the pool halls

Then I drank the water
From a hurricane
And I set a fire
Just to see the flame

Well I, I just want to see the light
And I, I don't want to lose my sight
Well I, I just want to see the light
And I need to know what's worth the fight

Well I crossed the desert
Reaching higher ground
Then I pound the pavement
To take the liars down

But it's gone forever
But never too late
Where the ever after
Is in the hands of fate

Well I, I just want to see the light
And I, I don't want to lose my sight
Well I, I just want to see the light
And I need to know what's worth the fight
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Ahh yess--- 21st Century breakdown!! ... I am still waiting for my Vinyl's which should be here sometime Mid-June--

Alot of songs are very cool--

Christians Inferno reminds me of a the Network song for some reason--(WHICH is rumored to have a new album coming!!)
and Peace Maker makes me think of Misery from warning for some reason--.... My friend John thinks the song sounds Jewish, people on the internet say it sounds Arabian... ... AM I THE ONLY ONE THAT THINKS IT SOUNDS SPANISH..... AYEAYEAYEAYE AYE..... and how he rolls his R in the lyric "Serenade" ... AND JUST THE OVER ALL SOUND.... I don't know maybe it is jewish sounding.... I don't listen to jew music so I don't know---

Just in--- Leaving MTA Last day working there is going to be May 29thhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... It is very fun and glorious! Intergrated Logic calls for meeeeee-

0 comments Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Just got a new iPhone... It is the 16gb 3g....perty cool!

0 comments Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Eve 6- Inside out
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I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
but the lack thereof would leave me empty inside,
swallow my doubt
turn it inside out
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Want to put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, then I'm through with you

I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet,
chalk white and oh so frail.
I see our time has gotten stale.
The tick tock of the clock is painful,
all sane and logical.
I want to tear it off the wall.
I hear words in clips and phrases,
I think sick like ginger ale,
My stomach turns and I exhale.

I would swallow my pride,
I would choke on the rinds,
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside.
I would swallow my doubt,
turn it inside out,
find nothing but faith in nothing.
Want to put my tender heart in a blender,
watch it spin 'round into a beautiful oblivion.
Rendezvous, then I'm through with you.

SoCal is where my mind states,
but it's not my state of mind.
I'm not as ugly, sad as you.
Or am I origami?
Fold it up and just pretend,
demented as the motives in your head.
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This Saturday is May's Full moon, and unfortunately I will miss my full moon ceremony this month as well.... I'll have to wait until June 7th until my ceremony- I wish I could just get it over with ... but what can you do----

It is Tuesday... I am supposedly leaving tomorrow on a plane to a remote location in alaska.... It is still yet to be heard... he said i'm going to Mountain Village, but I don't even know at this point... no flight itinerary... or what to bring or pack.... or for how long i'm going to be gone for...

It seems sort of odd to me to do something like this, but this is what I want...- " Some of us wouldn't be lying if we said were trying too hard, but it all works out in the end."

In other news... Craigslist.com has been really good to me. Today-- Picking up a full size piano. needs.... "Restoration" .. well.... we will... restore... it ... with shotguns napalm and a cliff jump into a rocky beach-- I will definitely be filming this grand event and perhaps it might be my first video clip on here... ever- SO... MUCH ... FIREEEEE

I also recently have a new addiction- Pizza with Garlic Butter Sauce--- ... Specifically from Pizza Alaska Style on Bogard in Wasilla.... It's pretty delicious and I waste my moneys on it... alot.... like... last night...

Weird. so I just added Ad-Sense on the blog... it's not too intrusive. I need to get a new blog skin as this one has nice colors.... it looks like ASSSSSSSSS... so yeah. I really have no idea why I added the Ad-Sense thing... Just sort of bored and I wanted to click ... it... I mean... "Monetize"

that just sounds cool.

Oh yeah ... when MT. Redoubt was exploding I made a movie poster for it.... for the live Action movie...



My photoshop skills .... well... my ... MS...paint... skills.... are amazing...

0 comments Monday, May 4, 2009

The Frustrators-Hide and Seek
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Empty desk it's almost ten sneaking in late again
out to lunch punching out
I don't wanna be the one stuck here working for
call in sick sick of work sneaking in late again
don't wanna be employee
you're the one who's paying me to run away from

you're not working me down I'm not working for you
I'm just running around
playing hide and seek five days a week with you

half awake coffee break sneaking in late again
who's the boss at a loss
thinking all the places I could be instead of
never leave soon enough think I'll quit call my bluff
need this job I don't care
I don't wanna be here when I'm 65 years
running out out of time can't get out twenty-five
giving in given up
I'll just be another one who's stuck here working for.
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Seriously starting to vigorously study for CCNA- I am currently packing for a 5 day trip out to Mountain Village to Beta-Test a new job that I perhaps may get...

It's scary, fun, exciting and new... and I have SO much to learn... this opportunity is EXACTLY what I was looking for... EXACTLY what i've been waiting for- I hope I don't mess it up... I know I should have studied harder and picked up more job skills. HOWEVER now is the time to prove myself- and i'll do my best-

Got to hang out on Saturday/Sunday with my friend Franky! she's totally amazing and I hope she had fun watching Wolverine and hanging out with me and Danni <3 ... It was a million degrees Sunday and I wish I could have gone skateboarding-

And my Hyper Green lenses came in.... unfortunately they're clones of the Oakley emerald lenses... which isn't a terrible thing... but to me they look more blue than green.... but thats ok.
I think i'm going to actually sell off my blue lenses and buy some ruby lenses so I can be like Cyclops because he's a total badass...

I recently got an album by the band "The Frustrators" and it is Mike Dirnt's band (Bassist for Greenday) it isn't too bad.... the first track makes me laugh because it's how I feel about MTA... and what pretty much happens every morning-

It's been ridiculously sunny lately ... so much so that my head is going to explode--

Krauser and DMC Figurines came in! --AND I have to return my library books or pay a 200$ Fine... FUHHHHHHHHH!

and its almost my mothers birthday... and mothersday.... FUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH